Been reading the news recently and I think its time for an update. "Swine" flu has been spreading round the world. I hope its not a repeat of the 2003 SARS incident. Although Singapore is not affected YET, it has the potential to spread here cos we are always trying to be a "hub" for everything. I just hope its not flu. And I dont know why such diseases take place in years where I have major national exams. SARS happened during my PSLE year and 2007, 'O' lvl year had bird flu scares. Looks like what the bible predicted about epidemics and earthquakes in the end days are becoming more frequent. Mexico the source of "swine" flu also had an earthquake. Coincidence? Maybe. And some moronic no life loser decided to spam my tagboard with spam messages. Irritating. Why can't some people get a life?

You can say that yesterday wasn't a very good day for me. The reason? PW results. Yea. It was quite an experience knowing that hardwork sometimes doesn't always guarantee success as contrary to common thinking. It bewilders me that I got a B when the rest of my group got an A. Not to be bitter about it, but I just don't know why despite putting in so much hard work, thinking of the idea, typing the WR and GPP (5 times), staying back till dunno wad time binding the WR and doing last minute editing as well as myriad other stuff I still ended up the only one in the group that got a B. It really is sort of unfair when I think about it now, but I have accepted it (mostly). T_T Well at least the comments that our groups idea was interesting, feasible and well thought-out made me feel slightly better that the topic I thought off was good. Well SY told me that PW isn't really that important. I could have done worse. And there are still my H2s that can make the difference. I shall use that for my motivation and prove that I can make it to uni. Furthermore, remembering my goal to be always happy no matter what, and considering that today, on Good Friday commemorating what Jesus did for me by dying on the cross, I find that none of this matters. So yeah, eat my dust!


Nothing you say today is gonna bring me down....

Finally! MCTs are O-V-E-R. But does that call for celebration. Yes - and no. My birthday was just over and I was mulling over life in general. What does it mean to be 18? An age that many people in Africa and elsewhere would be lucky to reach? I guess I'm still searching for my purpose in life, although I really want to do biomed research and hopefully discover the mechanisms behind many diseases. I also think teaching is a good idea, I do like teaching somewhat and also because teachers have a lot of 'power' over students lives. Yea it would be really cool to produce students that turn out to be Nobel prize laureates or something. In the mean time however I gotta work hard. I thought I did well for MCTs. I thought wrong =( Oh well, off to do some work.